i feel so close to you right now it's a force field

*please read in a British accent*

Okay, so recently i've done nothing with my life and absolutely gutted about it. (Lol okay not really) Anyways, i have a month till i go back to school and this year i'll be a junior because school here works completely different than it does in Canada. And no i will not specify where "here" is because i just don't want too.

I went to the gym with my sister today and everything feels like i've taken a hammer to it. When i pick up something to heavy, my arms just start shaking and i look like a downright mess. I feel very delicate like i could dislocate something if i tired hard enough (which i haven't)

The weather was downright shit today because it was raining and loud and it was just a horrible day to live.

But one good thing that happened today is that another model decided to take interest in my silly reply to one of his tweets so life's still lookin pretty good.  Instead of print screening the tweet i'm simply just to tried so i'll write it out. xx

Kacey Carrig @KaceyCarrig

I wanna buzz my head

Irene Styles @IreneTaan

@KaceyCarrig you're amazing, just the way you are x

Kacey Carrig @KaceyCarrig

@IreneTaan ha thank you very much!:)


have a lovely day & be nice to one another x

i love twitter and models

My luck with models recently is mind-blowing. Twitter, I salute you.

Out of pure curiosity (and not because i was just being stupid) i decided to ask some beautiful male models that i adore on twitter a simple question.

Why do you call it a runway, if you walk?

And that my friends was a direct question to River Viiper, Mark Cox, Clark Cord, & Julian Schratter.

I didnt think they would answer cause i mean hello, it was a pretty stupid question. Anyways, you could imagine me freaking out when they did.

Clark Cord:

River Viiperi:

Mark Cox:

Mark seemed to be the only one who gave me a stright answers, and the others seemed to agreed on it, but hey! At lease they know i exsist!

Once again, i still think that it is a sign that we should get married Mark. I'm serious.

Now all i need is Julian's reply...which i'm not expecting because he's too cool for school. But he did once all me a groupie. 

caio x

so its bad to cut up a american flag?

i was googling tutorials on how to make american flag shorts (cause that's what all the hipsters are wear these days, so bite me for wanting in on it) and i realized that people dont cut up american flags because its disrespectful? oh, okay, i guess i won't then. apologies, americans.

why hasnt anyone ever tired to make canadian shorts? oh, thats right its cause of the leaf on our flag that looks like weed. and no body wants weed on they're pants.....do they? i'm pretty sure cutting up the canadian flag isnt bad. maybe fowned upon, but not bad.

anyways, why does shit on runaway dreamz cost so much? ugh, and what kind of jeans do they use to make these shorts look so damn good? ugh #thirdworldproblems

okay i got to sleep. night

ITS A SIGN, WE NEED TO GET MARRIED.

SO ONE OF MY FAVOURITE MALE MODELS EVER, TWEETED ME SAYING HAPPY BIRTHDAY. only after i ask him to, BUT STILL. ASDFFGHJKL i freaked out when i saw! anyways, now for pictures!

this is the best day ever...EVER

so just as i was about to curl my hair, my sister suddenly screams that some of my fav male models are on USTREAM. my reaction? I SCREAMED MY HEAD OFF!

The one on the left, is the beautiful Julian Schratter. Yeah, he wished me a happy birthday, told me his hair didnt get ruined when he puts his beanie on after i asked him to take it off, told me he wasn't scared of bugs depending on the bug, after i asked him if he was. Told me to stop shaking and should go to the doctor after i told him that i was; tilted the screen to the laptop after i told him so because we couldn't see him, and only his head; as well as sing me happy birthday. And as you notice, he's motherfucking smokin.

The one in the middle is, RIVER DEFIN VIIPERI, and i've had a huge crush on him for a year now, and i tweet him everyday with good mornings and i reply to him every single time he tweets. AND HE SAID HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME. ME, OUT OF ALL PEOPLE. ME. I'M FAN-GIRLING LIKE MAD NOW CAUSE LIKE I 'M CREEPY WITH HIM.

And the one on the left is Nick Gills, and he is the most adorable ever. Yes, he said happy birthday to me as well, and when i complained about the AD's that kept popping up, he read what i said, apologized, and told me that they didnt have priming membership. sucks, i know. He also called me out when i said Nick instead of Nate but thats cool cause we're besties now.

Anyways, i need to right this all down before i forget tomorrow. I can actually say my life can end now because these angels noticed me. And that's more than what i can say with my other idols.

Ciaoooo!



OH, and i got vans today! they're red. :)

you've got me laughing while i sing, and smiling while i sleep...

I want the kind of love that starves me for days and deprives me of sleep if he's in the hospital. I want to feel so much love that it hurts. I want to feel like nothing when he leaves and everything when he's there. I want to trace the curves of his body and count his ribs. Run my hands through his hair and smile at him like a blind man seeing the world for the first time. I was to get butterflies in my stomach every time he looks at me and smiles. I want to have breakfast in bed with him on Sunday mornings and take a walks with him at night. I wanna feel so close to him that I truly accept the fact that God made each of us a soul mate. I want to laugh with him until my stomach hurts and i'm on the floor. 

I want to argue, with so much passion that we end up in a hot embrace and we forget what we were fighting about.  I want him to look at me like he's starting into my soul, as he is forever trapped there. I want to create memories so happy, that you cant help but smile and wail at the same time. I want to hug him and memorize his body and mold mine to fit his. I want to feel his hand on the back of my neck  as he pulls back from a kiss. I want to be able to stare into his eyes forever and just memorize every detail of his iris as he stares back. I want my thoughts taken away from me the moment he flashes me a smile or breaths on my neck. I want to be paralyzed under his touch and holding my breath for the next one. I want him to be my everything, but I dont want me, to be his. I want him to be passionate, and artistic and care-free and impulsive at times. I need him to be clever and witter and full of fire. I want to learn and try new things with him, that are beyond our comfort zone. I want to be able to scream on tops of mountains and declare my love for him with a feeling that feels right and free.

 I want him whole. His arms, his face, his mind, his love.


A/N: lol at the picture of Harry. He's a beaut though.

no i dont like you, i just thought you were cool enough to kick it

Intro! Intro!

So i logged onto look book today, and i couldn't help but smile and frown at some things people decided to wear.  Here are so examples!

look her book here - totatlly laid back. her shoes are adorable. would you meet a fashion client in this? i would.

look his book here - okay, i see a little West Side Story in this. i feel that jean vest are never going to go out of style. never.

look her book here - my dream outfit. actually though. i love the chucks on her and i just because i saw these, i'm going to buy another pair for my birthday now. and a hat.

look her book here - ugh this is so motherfucking played out. really though. you can't go into a club without some bitch from across the room, has caught reflection of some light in that dark, dark club and manage to blind you with her 23 dollar, shinny Topshop skirt. next joke, please.
her other looks aren't that bad though.

look her book here - love it. nuff' said. her sunglasses are rockin.

look her book here - so many things going on in the outfit. usually that would be a horrible idea, and it is, but somehow it looks really...clean. <3 the band tee.

look her book here - this is the ugliest fucking outfit i have ever seen. how did this get so many hypes? ew its horrid. her other outfits are pretty fucking terrible too. no offence, of course. she might be a lovely person, i just wouldn't know by one glace.

look her book here -  fucking hipsters. i read this thing on the internet about how some coachella trends should die. and fringe should. as well as feathers. love her other outfits though.

look her book here - i la la la la la love her jacket!

look her book here - another look that's played out. the high top shirt, with the Daisy duke shirt knot to counter off the elegant but also to say "i so laid back" um, no.

look her book here - last one. and all i can say is, sweat pants. <3